Two things: 1. Moods are dumb. 2. I'm looking for a place to move again, just this one last time.
As you should know, I'm a huge astrology nerd -- although for someone who cares a certain amount about astrology, I wouldn't call myself an expert. No, being a nerd and an expert are two different things entirely. I know some stuff, but not a whole lot of stuff, and I generally suck with transits. … Continue reading to descend
Yooooo. I am caught between two different places and it's not fun at all. I feel like my life here is swirling in a million directions and I'm not at the point where I can do anything about them yet. It's kind of like 'hmmm if I wait a bit longer, I can make a … Continue reading midnight memories.
I'm listening to the album that inspired one of my favourite manuscripts, and I've come to the (maybe strange) realization that my muse has always been a cross between good music and handsome boys. Sometimes this overlaps into male artists who I like, but most of the time a pretty face and a good song … Continue reading never, never far.
+ I started working on my grad school portfolio this past weekend. 🙂 I'm really excited to put it all together but I was hit with a second of "wow, can I really do this? Am I good enough? Is this good enough of a sample?" and it took awhile to get rid of it. … Continue reading there’s no limit to youth
Everything is okay. I don't know what's been going on the past two days, but everything is fine now. I feel so normal. I realized that I had lost sight of myself and it was forcing all these ugly thoughts into my head, and now I feel like I'm back on stable ground. Feels wonderful. 🙂 People … Continue reading fixing my back 103 – the finale.
Let's try this again. I think, a long time ago, I had gotten used to the idea of myself as emotional support. I think everyone has a purpose in life and maybe that was just mine. I seem to know too many people who only seem to come to me with their issues. I didn't … Continue reading fixing my back 102